
what are you doing in the morning for today, the sunny saturday 27/1/07?
Listening to music, watching tv or lacking around?
I slept till 8 am and ate my breakfast.
weiqi passed away this morning.
had i have known that our junior weiqi have passed away, i wouldn't enjoy the morning that much.
went out with wenyu to go shopping with her and went to do homework with caishi this afternoon at Woodlands library when i heard from si yun what had happened.
"eh. yongzhu. call me when you see this. it is URGENT"
i called in the library.
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"weiqi passed away this morning"
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i was trying to suppress my shockness in the library.
i am really sorry. weiqi. i am really really sorry.
i was in a total blankness during the whole call.
and said yes. um. okay.
when i hung up the phone.
i cried.
weiqi dear weiqi. how could you and how could god have taken you away so suddenly when we don't even get to see you for the last time.
on friday during CO, our conductor was asking us where is weiqi and joss said that she lacks red blood cells and is still recuperating.
and today, the next day, the saturday, she passed away.
weiqi. weiqi.
the first time i saw this girl, who looks like only a primary 3 with cute baby face and our dear mc for our 2006 CO concert, i just like her. She is just so cute.
i said hello to her on bus and at the bus stop while waiting for 105 together.
i can still picture her in my mind. i really really can.
the last time i saw her is last year. she and her father were eating in our school canteen. loving father and daughter.
weiqi weiqi.
i am truly sorry. i really am. wish can do more for you.
you are so young. only a sec 2. but now you are gone...
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on the way back home, i took the train, chose to stand near the door and looked out of the glass door. the street lightings, and buildings. they are still there but you have gone away.
and i really felt how fragile a human can be. one day you may just disappear, into the night, into another world.
i looked at the teenagers dressed in fashionable clothes, and wondered, when they are so happy. do they know that a child have passed away?
You are our sunshine
Our only sunshine
You make us happy
When skies are grey
You'll never know, dear,
How much we love you
Weiqi.
We love you.
The cute cute suona junior.
we truly do .......................
yongzhu, 27/1/07, satuday, 8:47pm