I <3 you

the long year *translation

2007-10-20T08:12:00.001-07:00

thanks to so many people for helping me along the way for the year so far
and i really appreciate it.
thanks loads and loads....

this year had being the toughest year for me so far
the year i had to make some changes and feel that i am so lousy in some ways or another
and i tried to do sth
bt actually... i came back to myself.

the long circle ... the long awaited... i thank god for putting me through this... for letting me
having the experience of developing myself.

this will be my last post of this blog
and will be the last post in a blog for many years to come
like this one.
i don't think iwill ever have a blog in my next many years

it is hard.
but thanks god for letting me realise this ... in time...

have to part my blog farewell.....
bye blog

lastly : ) a yongzhu smile for you !

and the most lastly!

bye blogger bye bye

i am going to hit the publish post button and this will be the end of blogging....

5
4
3
2
1..........
0.5 s
0.25s..........

0~

this year

2007-10-20T08:07:00.001-07:00

对不起
我错了

可是我也不应该说对不起
因为这是人生必须要经历的

天真 - 又没有什么不好的

谢谢今年内这么多的朋友的支持与鼓励
谢谢你们

现在，
我要跟我的blog要说 bye bye 了
我想在未来的几年里
我也不会再有一个blog 了

hm....
所以。。。这会是我最后的一个post

有些感慨。但是。。。
还是要下定决心！

我行的！

谢谢主让我发现并明白。。。

最后，来一个咏竹的微笑~

a lot of things

2007-10-17T04:36:00.000-07:00

wo wu wo wu ~

i think after going through so much things this year
i am proud to say that i finally found something closer to the real me.

woo.
got the feel

haha * ji gou bei*

after a long time

2007-10-16T06:28:00.000-07:00

who you are and who you could be...

i am not going to
1. watch youtube/tudou

books

2007-09-27T01:55:00.001-07:00

books are the most precious things on earth, it gives you the sense of living and youth as firstly, the paper is made from some fine young or old trees and i would wonder, where did all these trees live? What stories do they have to tell us if they could speak? Where do they live? Brazil?China? ONe thing for sure, they came from overseas and overland where the world and experience they had is unique and unique. secondly, books is a medium for the sharing of thoughts, people have their own ideas and you see them and read them. Just think... what is the author doing when he/she is writing this book?hm... swallowing an apple at dinner time when outside is cold and snowy? What is his/her feeling when doing so? are they sad?happy?or just bored?

i never like the idea that the work is made out of ordinary thoughts and done ordinarily and poof it becomes successful.

CONCENTRATE

today's encounter made me realise what a lousy book reader i am!
Fancy reading an interesting book 2 years before and now i have absolutely no idea of what the book is talking about. This is known as = looking through and wasting time disease. Sheesh. caught me though.

So i am really read a book seriously, or else i am only wasting my time and energy that could have been spent on other more constructive things. Further more, i am wasting the efforts of the author.

I read these 2 books before and now i am going to read them again.
1. tuesdays with morrie
2. momo

*take a big breathe*

gogo

smile

2007-09-23T03:57:00.000-07:00

when is the last time u smile?
heck heck and heck.

heck all work
heck all people
heck just everything

i love exercising
i love exercising
i love exercising
i love exercising
i loveeveryone ^^

in memories of zhu ge

2007-09-20T06:01:00.000-07:00

you arrived at the little haven that you longed to go ~

remember the cute hamster i posted up some days before?

well, he is dead.

hm....

another death this year.

and so unexpected.

i just couldn't believe that someone near you could just pass away so suddenly

w/o even saying "bye, i am going"

you thought he will be alive and for you to see him again

and yet he did not and will not ever do that

this is life...

so unexpected and so drastic

m.y was telling me how she met zhuge on sunday

and wenyu was telling her zhuge likes the gua zi.

the cute cute cute cute little cutie died. time unknown.

i noe wenyu must be the saddest of all as it is her pet and she spent 3 months with it

while i 2 days.

o man... the young living creature that was held in my hand, the feeling still so real and warm... is no longer on earth...

er.... do the thing that you want to do now.

you never know which comes first

action or accident

做自己要做的东西吧

今天，现在，马上

不要让意外捷足先登

zhuge

heard your death from m.y. today and was really shocked ...

paiseh...

another post

2007-09-18T03:39:00.000-07:00

this is a followup to the previous post.

after all the slacking.

i am reminded [by the inner me] that i have my piano exam tmr

and i have to mug my maths eoy

and help mycousin with her essay.

and sh.... i better don't tell cousin what i had been doing today. haha in case she "zai " diao me.

sorry cousin xp

anyway.

hm.... i promise this is going to be my last blog post. for this week.

let me blog more : )

monday.

had a talk with anzie.

tuesday.

my brother is really damn cute.

i am really sincere about it :) *ding ding * again!

i will post his pic today

he was eating oreo and his whole mouth is black.

haha. so i ask him

didi, smile!"

and he show me this very cute face with BLACK OREO stuck onto his teeth and trying hard to smile

haha. aw....so cute : )

happiness is just before you

us tt

feel bad

2007-09-18T03:34:00.000-07:00

slept for 3 hours today

and watched Raise the red lantern by Zhang Yi Mou.
this film was briefly showed to us during the short film making workshop
and i was immediately mesmerised by it.

its story plot, its cinematory, and all.
the harmony of using red lanterns, and the meaning of each scene using lightings and setting
a darker spot means a gloomy mood in that frame.

o man. just for the more than 1 hours of entertainment , the director and actors had to put in so much effort
everything that u see, no matter if it is the bird or the lantern, or the jewelleries worn by the actors/ actresses. it is all planned before hand.
nothing that u see is coincidental
yes. babies.

hm....
so next time don't just say that a film is very lousy.
cause behind it is all the hardwork that the director had put in

well.. now i think i can appreciate 1408 more.... *ding ding*

9 11

2007-09-11T06:04:00.000-07:00

just saw this article on yahoo news and it really beguiled me.
the compassion of the people who want to remake this day by doing good deeds to others.
ranging from act of saving humanities by raising funds to even the smallest act of smiling and giving a big heart to others who are along the way.

wow. rainbow after a storm. that is how people are.
resilience . compassionate. optimistic. and doing sth good.
well, this truly differs us from ordinary animals.

kudos to you all : )

and A BIG SMILE ! AND A TIGHT HUG to you who are reading this post

zocha smiles at you! ^^

have a good day tmr !

~

2007-09-08T09:33:00.000-07:00

i nt going to delete my previous post coz gu wei te tong xue once says that deleting posts is a very bad habit : )
hao ba

so i shall make adjustments here.

clarification = i am okay now.after along chat with weite
besides, there are many other things that i will look forward to as well : )

hack man.
one learns from experiences and that is all we want
thank you god for letting me go through this experience and made realise more and more

摘自《读者》
不要等到。。。

不要等到强作优雅时才露出微笑；
不要等到想要得到爱时才付出；
不要等到孤单时才想起朋友；
不要等到有了最好的职位才去努力找工作；
不要等到失败时才记起他人的忠告；
不要等到生病时才意识到生命的脆弱；
不要等到完美的对象出现时才恋爱；
不要等到分离时才后悔没有珍惜感情；
不要等到有人赞赏才相信自己；
不要等到别人指出才知道自己错了；
不要等到腰缠万贯才准备帮助穷人；
不要等到临死时才发现自己没有真正热爱过生活。

wish everyone happy days ahead.

love

2007-09-08T08:53:00.000-07:00

love....
something i couldn't grasp.
looking at all others having a shoulder to lean on...
i feel tired too .....
bt where is the shoulder i am looking for? where is this person that i can hopefully lay myhead on?
well scold mi childish or simply immature or simply stupid.... i do feel this way...
i will appreciate more..
i will acknowledge you more....
i will......
trust mi......
if only there is a chance and more.

for anyone looking for website to noe whether you are in loved.
here it is
http://p4.pers.mud.yahoo.com/us/static/singles-life_infatuation

早上起来

2007-09-07T17:44:00.000-07:00

早上起来。做了一个梦。但是已经不记得梦中的样子了。好怪好怪阿。
可是又是一阵失落的感觉。是我不懂得珍惜吗？还是这真的是不可以呢。

瓜达百

失落

2007-09-07T04:28:00.000-07:00

这个地方是让我抒发心情的地方对巴

怎么现在我觉得好失落呢

心重重的，怎么办，好失落

我居然为了一个 ta 而这样子

这种失落。。。让我难受

好难受。。。难道我真的那个那个了吗

让我失落的ta, 能不能不要再让我失落了呢？

yoyo

2007-09-06T07:43:00.000-07:00

1. (the person who tagged you is)

Zhang Hong Chuan

2. (your relationship with him/her is)

good friend / classmate

3. (5 impressions you have of him/her)

confident, hard working, funny, impressive, outstanding

4. (the most memorable thing he/she has done for you)

*touched* a mama for me back in beijing last year. help me da bao rice and vege back to hostel to eat when i am sick , lend me sweater and lock *(hc, i still rememer!! = . = hoho though very late, will return toyou one!)

5. (the most memorable words he/she has said to you)

haha man. real jing dian. even if i am bodak, i will still walk confidently.

6. (if he/she becomes your lover, you will)

haha '___________" either something is wrong with me or hc decided to be curvy for once

7. (if he/she becomes your lover, things he/she has to improve on will be)

if hc is a guy, hm....... haha don't always "shao gen jin"

8. (if he/she becomes your enemy, you will)

avoid her along the way. hm... come on actually, i don't tink anyone can be my enemy what's more hc..hm... no way

9. (if he/she becomes your enemy, the reason will be)

hm.....

11. (your overall impression of him/her is)

haha shao gen jin lo... realli cute and inspired me alot

12. (how you think people around you will feel about you)

hm....... split personality '__________'

13. (the characteristic you love about yourself is)

ambitious, and xiang shang.

14. (on the contrary, the characteristic you hate about yourself is)

wa. a lot hm... confidence..openess..... hm.... not determined enough. well. i am beginning to like myself now

15. (the most ideal person you want to be is)

haha. okay since you say so ...... i want to be *take a long breathe*

oprah winfrey, tiger woods, yang lan, Condozzela rice, Dong siyang, xu jing lei, anthony robbins... hm... actually, still got, i can't believe that i got so little '_____'

16. (for people that care and like you, say something to them)

really thank you for being such a good friend. i really appreciate it! realli! cross my heart : ) and iwan to say that i love you all too very much. though i realy don't remember all ofyour bdaes or important stuff or not giving my condolences or etc when you are sad, bt i really treasure you all very very much. i will strive towards a better friend *ting*

17(pass this quiz to 10 people that you wish to know how they feel about you)

yeah so fun x)

1. marjorie

2. anzie

3.char

4.hongchuan

5. mingyue

6.wenyu

7. anzie

8. tianfei

9. yashan

10. hm....... caishi

yeah pass on ..

the guy i chose

2007-09-05T06:01:00.001-07:00

you can't but admit that i got "yan guang " : )

just look at him

liang ge zi

so ... cute ! *guchi guchi guchi *

sorry girls. but he is already attached to his lao po, "yue bing " = aka. moon cake. after mingyue

and already has 5 kids. so if you are wondering where to find him, just sms or call or dial or ask wenyu tong xue. she will be glad to show you his pic :) say cheese

yes

2007-09-04T05:18:00.001-07:00

yes yes yes yes yes yes yes!

life

2007-09-02T06:38:00.000-07:00

突然觉得生活过的好平静
很不想blog le
怎么说呢？
我的生活又达到了另一个境界了
虽然我还是有点神经质。
haha come on, it runs in the family*

bi bi bi di.........

~

2007-08-31T01:06:00.000-07:00

the sky is dark and moody

其实天很蓝阴云总会散
其实海不远此岸连彼岸
其实梦很浅一切很自然
其实累也甜每当心如原

memories and lah lah lah

2007-08-30T09:24:00.001-07:00

last pic of mar, hongchuan, and cherie
(haha. notice hc's spastic smile '______' haha only posing for camera lah, no need so mian qiang)
and the su at the left side of the photo, = the girl coveringher face with the wkst . hahaha su ]

cherie with the cube

(o... don't click this.hm... i tink it is a hyperlink . haha there ISN't and i don't noe how it suddenly become like this )

mingyue with her rubik's cube

i hate to look back at my previous posts coz it is very the xin ku T.T. i have to face my previous undone resolutions and my childishness in the posts that i made. haha. i zhang da le :)

anyway, tests are over and philo and maths and maths are coming up! ppl, must prepare for maths eoy coz definitely it is going to be very de hard de lah. sure , confirm 100% and 200% and 300%.

hehei very excited about sth else. only 3 more days to go : ) it is my dream to do that and besides i want to make the most out of it. 3 more days

another thing. i am going to do part time @ my house for my cousin. and the pay is quite good as compared to macs '_____' ''! hhaa. so i am going to earn quite a lot. but of course on useful stuff. and dda da da
i am talking nonsense.... - . - tian ah

k k. hui lai hui lai zocha.

okay. so for my sept holiday:

I aim to do the following:

1. do my part time and earn some $

2. learn my dizi, i want to take grade 10 this year

3. practise my piano and get ready for grade 4 exam 19/9 ><

4. read more books. [hm... how i going to borrow, since i lost my wallet a long time ago]

5. sign up for taekwondo finally!!! i noe i kept saying from the start of theyear that i wan to sign up, haha but my mother lah... -.- mei guan xi : ) i can do it now

things coming up

1. yccl church event in anzie's church

2. shopping spree with my cousin bah ( - . - )

3. zaobao 25th anniversary @sph.

i really paiseh that i long long time never go and never participate in tian ying's stuff. while, coz i really got sths on on the days i am supposed to go down. i will be more active from now onwards * **

4. philo class on monday 10 am (remind myself! haha *psycho* whee so exciting ) hm... i am thinking whether i should consider KI instead of GP coz i like philo more. (if i can get in though)

5. tuesday!!!! my highlight of the whole week *dazzling *********

yeah man! ah... i can't wait for tuesday to come

was doing an article for friday weekly about rubik's cube in our skl.

actually i don't noe why it is so popular and why it suddenly becomes so popular . but most probably, it spreaded from other schools, i wonder if it is going to be popoular too in jc.

so the pics i took are all up there . coz i can't arrange properly. *beat my self up*

[ PRETEND YOU HAVE ALREADY SEEN THE PICS UP THERE]

yeah. that should be all for my late night post. because of all the mugging, i am getting used to staying up late into the night :(

byzz

alamak

2007-08-28T06:18:00.000-07:00

sth finishes
sth starts

>.<

6 more days

some more days!

2007-08-24T01:15:00.000-07:00

10 more days!

tests

2007-08-19T18:01:00.001-07:00

look forward to after tests
things can be sorted out

well....
tmr got english and bio paper
eng and ss
physics
geo
chinese
chemistry

: ) give myself a smile ^^

dont lose your dream with each passing day

speech day

2007-08-18T07:37:00.000-07:00

speech day today with goh ms chua

speech:
talked about balancing studies and out side activities
some tips on how to balance life.

very inspiring to see all the talented people out there
doing sth important

wow. allthose people out there. they are just so fabulous. and i wonder how did they do it?
they are just all so outstanding

heck. now must mug for exams
the rest tink later

~

2007-08-02T06:09:00.000-07:00

tmr got geo test
if only i could predict what will happen in the future or maybe just let me travel back in time to change history!
and score perfect marks for my exams

aiyah. though i still want it now : ( bt it is a big NO-NO.

joke: (during s.s today)
azar (teacher): you all know why women live faster than men?

class: ya. coz women got some body regulation or sth..... (chip chip)

azar: no. you tink about it righte. actually it is because men have to live with women

'___________________________________________'
super long face.

haha. cool dudy.

~

2007-07-31T06:42:00.001-07:00

go hear olivia ong's song : ) zan de man
won't be coming up for some time now

cyaz till the next big day!

later~

2007-07-27T18:12:00.002-07:00

later we are having scitare meeting
later we are having co concert
later
later
later.

some say love it is a river, that drowns the tender xxx
nono don't misunderstand it is not that i got sth
just heard this song : )
by olivia ong.
i never know who she is but her songs are very nice.

later....
concert. not that i am scared ^^ hehe

got to go

later.

2007-07-27T18:12:00.001-07:00

~

2007-07-26T05:13:00.000-07:00

got ss test tmr
and had cca b4 that
been sick, block nose, flu, hopefully all will be well on saturday
e....
well...what can i say ?
go back and study!

~

2007-07-25T06:24:00.000-07:00

weite and jia's bdae today
o man sorry. i really really can't remember bdae s and those important dates.
hm.... *bang my head for being so*

i am much better now :）thxs will enjoy the process

bibi baba dididi.. dooooooooooo...

2007-07-19T07:48:00.000-07:00

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ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh!

hmxpae oihnafoineaofijaofiepnwqpoifnoisandfouianw!

to do list

2007-07-15T03:05:00.000-07:00

things for me to be doing

1. geography pt - individual component and group component
2. chinese reflection
3. SS FA
4. Do maths wkst 4
5. maths assignment 1
6. study s.s

although doing hmwk hasn't been giving me a sense of satisfaction so far like blossom
bt finish finish finish

世界上唯一的花

2007-07-11T07:00:00.000-07:00

排列在花店门口看著各式各样的花虽然人的喜好各有不同但是每一朵都很漂亮呢在这当中谁最美丽没有如此的纷争在筒中夸耀般的绽开著挺起胸膛即使如此为何我们人类却要如此相互比较呢每人皆不尽相同却在那之中想成为第一名是啊我们皆是世界中唯一仅有的花每个人都拥有著不同品种单纯地为了让那朵花盛开而努力著就好有著一边困扰著笑著还迷惑著的人努力绽放的花朵无论哪一朵都那麼美丽所以难以抉择终於走出了店外那人拥抱著色彩艳丽的花束以及欣喜的侧脸虽然不知道你的名字但给了那一日的我一个笑容有如在谁都不曾察觉的场所盛开著的花朵一般是啊 我们皆是世界中唯一仅有的花每个人都拥有著不同品种单纯地为了让那朵花盛开而努力著就好 无论小花或是大花都不是相同之物无法成为NO.1也好原本就是最特别的Only one

2007-07-09T07:23:00.000-07:00

RGCO concert
Time: 28/7/07 week 5 saturday
4pm or 7.30pm
at k s chee in RGS

can order tix from any co people

07.07.07

2007-07-07T06:52:00.000-07:00

what a special day

7/7/7 the date you can only get once in a century

earth day

and my mother's birthdae

morning went skl did greenwave project, went for scitare, and printed poster with blossom, siqi and wenyu

had a lot of funny accidents today and siqi is real funny : )haha

o btw. i know where is peace centre (*yeah)

went to feast for my mother's bdae

and there is a malay couple having their wedding below the flat

i had to keep on lending my cousin my specs so that she can see the people properly

haha and we were saying wow the bride is beautiful, wow this man over there wearing a grey shirt is handsome '_____'o man hehe bt it is real great to be able to go for sb's wedding . the last one i have gone is 10 years ago -.-

san mao jie a. get married soon.(*desperate*)

~~~~~ well. i felt so xing fu when i saw the bride and the bridegroom.

happy marriage ^^

bai tou dao lao

happy bdae to my mother!

happy bdae : )

and a happy day to everyone out there.

~

2007-07-06T07:27:00.000-07:00

this week is rather hectic from monday to wed and after that is quite free.

had chem spa and bio essay

and we just knew today that skl is going to allocate a block on all fridays for our cts - . - e... i can understand why lah.

haha. today at skl canteen. we were sitting opp our grp of head prefects and anzie was commenting on one of them yan hxn that she is pretty, smart (rumored to hav a gpa of 4.0) and got leadership qualities what more she doesn't have. and i find this awfully familiar :)

then got co from 2.30 to 6.30@ koi pond. one word = hot! phew. must keep on fanning yourself and all. but it is nice. haha. o man. today is spm too. so some parents came over and even take pics of us. leong was saying that all the parents saw how crazy wgy and get, so they don't wan their child in co next time haha .i agree

then nth. just saw shuaige today and she said how funny and wierd my hairdo is '_______'

~

2007-07-03T05:51:00.000-07:00

listening to zhi zu by mayday~

there is a bio essay tomorrow last block

still have to revise somemore

is there some place out there for me to go? is there someone out there for me to lean on?

[zhi zu makes you feel emo^^]

hey. i am zhi zu le :)

cest la vie

2007-06-27T04:55:00.001-07:00

masha and me (sorry for putting it up now. last time cannot publish xp) 瓦特意思来复，副染颗粒，我可图我的四俄白特莱夫

c'est la vie

that is life

if you are going to grief over the sun, you are going to miss the stars too ~

假如你为错过了太阳而哭泣，那么你也会错过星星

太阳和星星

2007-06-27T04:50:00.000-07:00

妈妈，星星和太阳哪一个比较亮呢？
当然是星星了。
太阳把白天弄得亮一些
而星星却能把黑天弄得亮一些

从小我不去注意最亮的星星，而是从最小的星星看起
一个一个的数，一个一个的去看
一直才看到了那颗最亮的

别人都是看到最亮的
可是我却看到不亮的

我们现在看到的星星只不过是以前的星星。
可能最亮的已经变成了一颗死星
可是，往往最不亮的其实却是最亮的

pics 3

2007-06-22T19:35:00.000-07:00

pics 2

2007-06-22T19:13:00.000-07:00

pics more

2007-06-22T18:50:00.000-07:00

me

2007-06-22T05:08:00.000-07:00

be firm and not too firm
be respected and not like

a lesson for me to remember and come on
it is hard

but i will always try

back from camp! read from down to up!!

2007-06-21T02:44:00.000-07:00

a pic of beautiful rgs i will miss you

a pic of blossom, me boya, and cass

whose mei tui? chio legs haha.= lingyan's!

blowing bubbles in k s chee, taking a pic of the bubbles

stacey and blossom

camera pouch and my milo

blossom and who? hardworking blossom reading book during breakfast today

blossom, me and yingbao

simei and lingyan( cute simei)

me and blossom

our scores and snacks

a random pic of ying bao

juniors practising

tried to take boya and rita across field. rita, boya with her face covered

blossom and koh reading books during xiao zu on day 1

back from co camp 2 days and 1 nite camp!! haha. really had a lot of fun in these days and got to know my juniors much better.

so in day 1, we had xiao zu practice in the morning, then played truth/dare as a section, and each of us got to do / say sth truthfully. and to my utter surprise '____' youngsters are so scandalous now a days. haha. brenda, xin yi! o man. esp yixin who asked brenda, whether she got put her t*ngue in her last bf's mo*th or not '__________________' super long face. it is cute.esp when yixin did her dare (voluntarily) to "seduce" blossom and brenda! haha it was super funny!wait till yixin put on her blog and just go see. poor blossom covered her face throughout the video while yixin tried "bt failed-.-" to ** her.

we had games (7!) and a treasure hunt and at the end, we are supposed to act out a skit based on the characters we have and using the props provided. coz our's is powerpuff girls, so i act as Mojo and boya as Jojo. hahha. so tgt = Mojo jojo! it is lame. zhen de . bt nvm it is fun

i still tink that the games, esp the dragon tail one is very fun *blink blink* each group lined up and the 1st person is the head and last person is the tail. the head is supposed to catch the other group's tail and the person will be out from the game. so at the end, the group with the longest tail wins! haha. so i am the head (coz according to ke xin, i am aggressive enough - . - ) hehe and i had to lead the group and run around the ks chee grabbing others (and haha of course we win lah) yeppy

nite activity is dinner, da zu @ amphi, with candles ~ well, it is very romantic (but poor lighting, alamak, we only got candles to c our scores, amphi got no lights) : ) and then we chit chat a bit, and looked @ the sky : ) pointing to the stars (max. spotted 3 coz it is cloudy). and then i leaned on simei and talked to her and lingyan abt life (haha paiseh a bit lao), time and experience. LIfe is all about experiences and how u take them, and this made living worthwhile

then we watched movies and today, eat breakfast and came back.

i doubt i will find the time like this when we can be so stress free again this year, so, this made camp all the more worthwhile,

thxs to cass and ah ma for organising and all my group mates out there : ) thxs for making it so fun

well, to koh, get to know that you can smile too" ) and i have got to say i am really bad at comforting people / talking xin shi / etc bt i will try to learn how.

well, that is it, posting pics up now. so go up and c it!

another post ~ once again, look frm down to up!

2007-06-19T05:33:00.000-07:00

and finally random a bit wanna encourage all women to not 'jian fei'so madly, come on, don't care about those little fats : ) it is okay ~ dear
going for camp tmr coming back on thur afternoon

masha = sec 3 = a cute girl

taytay is not always cute k '_' [ u can c it here!]

ying bao = sec 1 = only sec 1 !!!!!!! very precious!!! got a lot of sense of humor

yixin = sec 2 = blowing hard at tay tay's C diao

cool cool koh = sec 2 = smiling for a pic = it is very rare '_________'

lingyan = sec 3= trying to show her enthuness with dizi !

Blossom! with her new hair style! it looks better " ) stay this way!

some say pracs are boring .yeah man yeah man. look @ our dear leong - . - haha. sometimes i also can't tahan pracs

talking to shuaige now. should be offline, but just couldn't resist talking to her ( feel flattered bah ") muahahha

more pics and more pics now

anotherpost!pls read my post from down to up

2007-06-18T23:34:00.001-07:00

and our instructor! acting cute *blink blink *will put up some more next time. byez

haha a sec 2 = stacey bullying blossom = sec 4 . mo you tian li lah

the sec 4s at practice - . - the dizi poking blossom's head should be stacey's

and us trying to act cute

me and lingyan trying to act cool~

long time no post.

since my dear junior asked me to post some more... hm..... okay ~ i shall take out all the dizi pics in my com and upload it here.

new skin

2007-06-18T07:03:00.000-07:00

on the mrt

sharon and i ( b4 i lost my wallet, little would i noe that some time later, iwould lose my dear wallet T.T)

we were seating opp (anzie , char, mar)

really very sorry to mr c'xxx, T.T,the old skin is malfunctioning and i couldn't change the skin -.- then i also don't want to bother you with this :)

i really don't noe so, all i could do is to pick one from the templates - . -haiyah. shi bai shibai.

no cbox, no beautiful design

but at least can c it lah

what happened on saturday = outing ! with hc, char, mar, anzie, su, sharon!! <33

so i woke up at 6:30am and went the earliest to pasir ris mrt to wait for the rest

and su came the lastest coz she was helping a man to go to the toilet [for more detailed account of the whole day, go notsoexpected.livejournal.com for the great hc 's blog post - . - e.eee... the pic made me look so "xiao (4)" hahaa ]

just wanna say a big thanks to hc, char, mar, anzie, su sharon for waiting for 403 to come and pei me to find my wallet

i am really really very touched by you all : ) and i realise helping someone wen the person is in need and showing that you care for her, it would make them feel better,really much much better. and really really xie xie you all for doing that " ) xie xie!

T.T, i lost my whole wallet, library card, house card, ezlink card, atm card, my photos, my neoprints, my $17, my christofori card, er......55555~~~

but i learnt alot from this encounter. will be like hc! keep ezlink and the rest apart *determined*

tmr must go take a pic and have a new card

hey you

2007-05-20T03:28:00.002-07:00

this is a song by madonna made by live earth

can be downloaded frm www. msn.com for free

and whats more you can do a part for nature as for every 1000 downloaded

some organisation is going to donate some money to nature conservation

: ) love the song~

next.i have a new love

紫砂杯

it is a cup made of soil heated up to 1000 degrees

savouring tea withthe cup is the best

conserving the taste and adding a nice scent to it

so ZEN

and i realise how many different designs there are to a cup

and it is really beautiful

my father bought 2 (real ones from yi xing, china)

using one now

on which it says

知足常乐

and the other one

难得糊涂

不知道为什么，

看到我的紫砂杯

就觉得好轻松，

好平静

好像看破红尘的感觉

知足常乐

暖暖的星期日的早上，

拿起我的紫砂杯

放些普洱茶

看着窗外

细细品尝

~~~

我的新爱

~~~~~~~~

mother and brother and grandmother coming back next sat morning

i miss my lao ma who pei me on saturday to go orchard eat, and chat with me

i miss my cute little brother who remembered mango bubble tea and asks me to buy for him when he comes back

i miss nai nai who always asks me what i want to eat and pei me study

and i am looking forward to all the good stuff that i asked my lao ma to buy = ) !! * eyes lit up*

lao ma, lao di, nai nai,

kuai kuai hui lai ba!

hey you

2007-05-20T03:28:00.001-07:00

blogger is back to normal

2007-05-18T05:15:00.000-07:00

yeah !!
blogger is back to normal
accomplish sth real great today

tok things out today and found that things are not as difficult as it seems
the most important thing is to tok things out
sort out things

do as much things as you can

hm... summarise in 1 sentence, trust god, that no matterwhat you do,
he will make it right : )

2007-05-15T07:55:00.000-07:00

late night post.
why am i still up posting about stuff?
well i don't noe just feel that i need to x)

life is sth that is so challenging
u need to brace yourself sometimes, love yourself as always and venture for new routes just like before.

er... - . - a lot of stuff to do.
u c the problem is .
i got a lot of characters in me (sheesh. like i got jing shen bing . bt i swear i don't )
and it is hard to juggle and decide which one to take up
i couldn't possibly just stay with all for the whole life
haha too scary.

bt sometimes, maybe i shouldn't even be thinking about it.
character is not sth you can decide for yourself. rite.
not like "i wan to be a lively person" and phoof!
the next day you become ultra lively. but soon grew tired.

character is shaped by your experiences and what you do with those experiences.
for me, i think i am still on the verge of immatureness(?)

i should venture for more things and do more.

[father urging me to sleep.
i gtg and prepare to sleep le!]

2007-05-14T07:14:00.000-07:00

longtime no blog yet blogger is still the same
hai shi mei you xiu hao

迷失了自我永远是最可怕的
你都不知道自己到底是谁
是什么样的人

除了自己的名字和年龄
其他的可能什么都不知道

真的好可怕
而非常遗憾的
我也深陷其中

到底有什么方法可以找到自己呢？
我真的不知道该怎么办

天啊！
我要疯了~

帅哥有没有意见呢？
sheesh

haha. 我还没有到非常极端的时候！
所以我还是okay 的拉。

2007-05-10T07:35:00.001-07:00

what is the problem with blogger or is it just my com? hm...
haha suan le

200 pounds beauty

2007-04-28T02:19:00.000-07:00

this movie is fantastic!
so do watch it when you are free, makes you feel good

plus, the soundtrack is fabulous too : )

hm.. just wanna say to rg debate esp. hongchuan and shuaige.

i am really sorry to hear that.
but u have done your best and i am sure you all gained sth from this experience : )
so cheer up.

beautiful girl o. a beautiful girl

~

2007-04-22T09:03:00.000-07:00

关于刚才一篇
不用像太多
脑袋不清楚

好现在我什么都不要去想
突然觉得自己因该去做更好的事情

shuaige 又会说我在emo le

放心。
emo 完毕

bamboo

2007-04-17T03:22:00.000-07:00

yeah i passed 2. 4km! and improve by 1 minute! it may seem to be very little but i am happy with my improvement! : )

was walking with zijun down to the kitchen when we passed by the career guidance room and i saw sth on bamboo and it caught my eyes coz my nickname is bamboo in pri. skl coz i got a zhu in my name.

and here is the gist of it

when a farmer started to plant the seed, water it and shower it with love and care, in the 1st year, the bamboo has not grown at all

the 2nd year, the farmer started to do the same thing and shower care on the bamoo but the bamboo did not even sprout and grow

same of the 3rd year

4th year

5th year

BUT till the 6th year, the farmer showered the same care and concern on the bamboo and this time the bamboo started to grow and it shoots up to 6 feets in 4 weeks!!

in our lives, we do encounter cases when we have worked hard and acheive nothing at all.
when this happens, some of us give up but growth will only go to those people who persevered to put in the same effot and hard work into what they do.

and when they grow, watch out man, it is going to be a big growth!

i read this and i felt how true it is. many of us used to be so hardworking in pri.skl and that is how we got into rgs but look at what happened now?
sec 1, bad score couldn't adjust yet. sec2 bad score.
sec 3 and 4 give up on hard work, coz we firmly believe that hardwork does not equal to results.

how wrong we were .
and i am glad to read this now. when i can still put in my effort to do the things i want to do.

bamboo, capricorn, and me!
we are all interlinked and what are the traits of all 3?
刘咏竹=竹子= 摩竭座

and what's more, i felt it even more strongly when i finished my test today.
2.4km.
i have run continously for 3 rounds with quite a good speed! and i am proud of that.
but after the 3rd round, i started to think, i am so tired, come on, i have already run 3 rounds, it is enough i can start to jog for a while now.
no matter how hard to keep myself from slowing down, i eventually did.

u c. my problem is that i give a very short goal for myself and after i just put in some effort and i thought t.t that is enough, anyway i have already put in so much.
however, i have yet to finish the race and yet to commit myself fully.

perseverance, that is what i lack.

like a bamboo, i am the type that won't happen to acheive sth by luck or w/o putting in effort
but i refused to put in any effort.

咏竹！
我终于知道为什么算命先生会给我这个名字。
好好的名字。真的 :）

perseverance, everybody knows how to do well, but it is just a matter of whether they want to follow the rules or not.

help me to monitor myself

to friends,
if i became fussy and winy and disrespectful
do tell me gently, yongzhu, you are not yourself

if i became too obsessed with my hair,
do tell me gently, yongzhu, beauty goes to those who doesn't care how they look as they work seriously and care about more important things

if i became too uncaring
do shout at me, and say,
yongzhu,
what the hell are u doing?

to my dear juniors and batchmates (who may not even get to c this at all)

if i became too domineering
do tell me gently

if i became too arrogant
do tell me gently

if i give up half way
beat me up gently

if i care too much about how others look at me,
tell me, you are weak

if i am unhappy or depressed over things that i shouldn't be
tell me straight away, troubles are not there if you don't keep it there in your heart

to all the people who knew me and and crossed path in my never ending journey

nth.
but thanks for getting to noe you all

to The man i loved most - my dear father ~ yongzhu
真的不知道该对你说什么？
从小到大，你都这么关心我，照顾我，不肯放心让亲戚照顾我，宁愿自己来
真的好谢谢你

你本来是很好的学历，
却因为来到这边而放弃了
宁愿当一个做空调的

可是我好爱好爱，真的好爱我的爸爸。
老爸教会了我什么是努力，什么是执著，什么是关爱

你还记得那天我的心情好差，因为我觉得不管做什么都是那么的无能
我进去你和老妈的房间，
轻轻跟你说老爸。。。我们聊聊吧。
你轻轻地抚摸我的头，用慈爱的语气说：
“我的小女孩已经长大了。
你要勇敢，要坚强，要乐观．　知道吗？你已经长大了”

真的，当时我突然想到老爸在我的小时候对我种种的好
回家给我说要变戏法，然后从口袋拿出我难得一见的泡泡糖
带回一个收音机，跟我讲，你想不相信这个能录下你的声音？
我说不信，结果真的可以。还记得当时我多么的好奇。
老爸带我游山玩水，带我出去玩。
记得第一次去ｅｓｃａｐｅ　ｔｈｅｍｅ　ｐａｒｋ，　门票很贵，
可是他却不管老妈的反对坚决带我去。结果我们两个人玩了一整天
谢谢你，老爸，真的真的　非常非常谢谢你。
小时候，我不想做练习题，他就问我，我一生气，也跟他反抗，
我哭了，生气地哭。

可是老爸却向我先道歉。我哭着问他，为什么道歉？
他说：“因为你是我的女儿阿．＂

我哭了。
感动得哭了。

爸爸。你现在还没有回家。一定还在位某某人家里修空调，洗冷气
你辛苦了。

所以，老爸，请原谅我有时的无礼，有时的懒惰

没有尽力去做我的事情
没有利用我的环境去做我该做的
真的好对不起
请你原谅我，好吗？

到底是什么让一个爸爸这么疼自己的女儿呢？
父爱吧。
无怨的付出。
有什么比这个更伟大的吗？

所以，对不起，这个世上最伟大的人不是爱因斯坦，不是老虎五兹
而是我的爸爸。
虽然很自私，不过请原谅我。
我不会去羡慕其他人所拥有的，
不会去那么容易生气，

我的爸爸真的好伟大。
真的好令人骄傲。

最后，

再说一次，

谢谢你爸爸。。。

好久没来了

2007-04-16T06:47:00.000-07:00

好久没有上来这个地方了。
真的好久好久。

不知道这个地方变了没有，
人们是不是变了？
花草是不是变了？
房子是不是变了？
树木是不是变了?
最重要的，你的心是不是变了？

以前我们的海誓山盟，
以前我们所发誓的美好，
是不是也因为时间的磨练消失得无影无踪？
是不是呢？你快点跟我说...

"不是的。我并没有抛弃你”

“那究竟是谁？难道是我吗？”

“当然是你。我没有放弃你，可你却放弃了你自己。对不起，我不需要你这种的自弃，
不需要你的种种，因为你实在是太太太懦弱了。太软弱了。外表显得那么坚强不可一世，仿佛什么事情都不能把你销毁，其实，你的内心却太懦弱了！！！
我鄙视你“

我的脑袋翁一下失去了知觉，
然后被一身冷的刺到骨头里的感觉所惊醒

为什么？
为什么？
小时候的我那么的努力，得来的也是我的回报
为什么现在的我不管如何努力，也都得不到？

我不累！我不累！
可是我好像睡觉啊

CHANGE OF EMAIL ADD

2007-04-08T04:37:00.000-07:00

I changed my email add to

yongzhu.liu@gmail.com

so do email anything there!!!!!!

zhuuuu

loads

2007-04-05T23:09:00.001-07:00

today is the final day and the most important day of our sec 4 career as a co member. syf! yeah babes.
and after days of hard work and days and days of practices, we finally went inside the theatre and sat there, and played just 2 songs! which is about 12mins.
and for that mere 12 mins, we hav prac. at least 50 hours (or even more!)
and for that mere 12 mins, we must do our best and not to be nervous and show what we really can do ! and that is torturous.

i got nervous! really got nervous and could feel my whole body shaking (*eeeee though i tried to manage it!) and when i picked up my dizi and blowed the solo part !the 1st note is disappointing and i felt so horrible after that.
others told me that it is not my usual standard but still quite nice, and some said i played the best solo of all for the whole day (thxs loads and many kisses to you all : ) ]
then somehow i cried after that coz i felt all the hard work i put in did not end up in me playing at my best!and i tot i screwed the whole song up.
(but luckily everybody said i did okay~ thxs dudes }

lingyan was telling me about if you get 10 points while you are practising, you can only get 7 on the stage coz there are sure to be errors!

after we got our results, which is GOLD (with no honours), most of us are feeling disappointed and depressed over it == why didn't we get honours??

while, i am disappointed too but .... look at the other neighbourhood schools who cheered and cried with joy over getting a gold and yet look at us who mourn over the same gold makes me feel bad~... it is really hard to describe that.

aim high is good as you are ambitious and want to acheive more and thus will put in your best effort to work towards the goal.

"success and failure are not the key things in life. but the courage to accept them is the key" ~by the personnel in SCH announcing the resutls.

i noe we have done our best and now it is time for us to get over the failure ? ( or would you even consider it as one)

aim high, work hard and score high = that is the cycle of success.
come on ppl, let's get over it and be proud and yet modest to work hard towards our next goal in life. let's do it.

and after 4 years in RGCO blowing the dizi made me realise and taught me a lot of lessons that i would ever learn in my whole life. as the dizi chapter is coming to an end, i would like to share it with you .......

WHEN YOU.......
When you first started your everything, don't be heart broken or crushed by your set-backs coz there are bound to be. Don't think that you are so lan~ coz ppl don't like you, Instead, be brave and modest and most importantly, be yourself, have faith in yourself, coz some time or some days later, ppl will definitely like you, coz trust me, you are perfect (but don't be ego!)

But what else does one need in order to be liked by others? While, listen to me, don't be liked, but rather, be respected. Be firm be strong, be happy be optimistic, be good, and real good, and better than the rest. You don't do it becoz you wan to earn respect, you do it coz u wan to do the best out of it and what's more, you can be really liked through this, so all the more, you should do it.

But this brought us to another topic === and that is how to be good? well, the rule is simple and finite. Quoted frm our conductor Wang Gui Ying lao shi, practise hard and not only hard, but practise with your brain!

okay. so let's assume you have done that for a long time, and you are GOOD and you are liked and respected by others. and you got a certain position.
if you really care about it, you will definitely get stressed over it. you will get stressed over even a simplest thing like "o no. i forgot to bring dimo today. what will others think of me? irresponsible! o no." and you will be damned stressed over it, trust me, damned stress and you will forget to bring your smile but look gloomy and sad.

Well, learn to let go and don’t think too much of what others will think of you. Though it really matters, just learn from your mistakes and take actions to prevent that from happening again. This takes time and sometimes, it takes a lot of time, so be patient and wait for the results.

Sometimes, I felt scared of what will be happening in the future and wanted to get out of the whole thing. Sometimes, I don’t even want to get up and work and do meaningful things that I am supposed to do.
But we all know that doesn’t work, so the only thing we can do is to get up and start working, nothing works better than this.

要玩的时候就尽情的玩
要学习的时候就尽力学

不管什么事情，一定要做到底，做到完，不可以做到一半就去做其他的。

~

2007-04-05T08:49:00.000-07:00

here are some notes of encouragement to friends out there !

to shuaige - u are really amazing ~ trust me. u can balance skl, pb, debate, jap and sas (5 K) is a really very inspiring thing. *shi zhen de - i don't anyhow pai ren jia ma pi de xp* and i feel that u are really yourself, being true to yourself , and doing things that you like, sometimes, you will feel stress along the way, but u can manage one. got a feeling. [but may be wrong lah ] just wanna say JIA YOUJIA YOU
i am looking up to u (haha shuaige feel honoured or not)! (damn cool in debate! zhen de very li hai :) ]

to lingyan - my dizi junior. i used to really care a lot of what others think of me and still now : ) and worry about stuff that is in front of me, (tian ah, i still do now!), but don't let those occupy your heart or become ur main concern, coz you won't be happy.
i noe what happened and i really don't noe how to help, except to say the theoretical part, so let's enjoy ourselves on sat! for our chuiguan k box! sing our hearts out!

to zhang ah chuan - dear mr zhang, hahah kidding only, beside shuaige, i must say i respect you also. though sometimes you are 'feng feng dian dian' [haha exaggeration only xp ] but you really put in your best effort into doing sth when you are serious and that really let me pei fu ni !

have fun when you are having fun
be serious when you are being serious.

do the best out of everything, no matter it is play or work.
that is one thing i need to learn out of you babe (alamak, influence by shuaige liao!)

so jia you SHUAIGE AND AH CHUAN FOR YOUR DEBATE NEXT WED! GOING TO SUPPORT YOU GUYS TOO !

jia you!

okay that is all.

1 pic - chuiguan grp photo

2007-04-03T06:16:00.000-07:00

me

2007-03-31T05:14:00.000-07:00

long time no post.
listening to kiss the rain now ~ it is the background music for kiss the rain. nice : )
and i like one more song called your scent in xia ri xiang qi
so do go listen when u are free. the former makes u feel relax while the latter makes u feel energetic!
hooohoo!

要有健康的身体，一天三十至六十分钟的运动是必要的。
只要你坚持，十天之内，我保证，你就可以感觉到很大的不同。

请牢记：
别在意小事。
大多数的事情都是小事。

养成正确呼吸的办法：
办法一：早上、中午、晚上请尽可能舒服地吸气，感觉丰富、清洁的空气正进入我们的
身体，放松我们整个身体，并使心灵平静。
办法二：深吸一口气，停上一小段时间。
办法三：深吸一口气，然后以两倍的时间吐气。
办法四：以上的办法，重复六次。
办法二：出去晒晒太阳。
得到更充足的自然光。
你要让自己在每个礼拜都有充足的照射阳光的机会，去清晨的太阳下走走，在阳光中深深地呼吸，想象头顶有一股力量缓缓地把你的身体往上拉。

从这个礼拜开始，你将吃什么？
在什么时间吃？
用什么样的心情去吃？

为自己安排独处的时间，就像给自己备一份好礼。给自己时间就是让自己暂时住脚、提提神、醒醒脑，尤其重要。
好好利用你独处的时间，找到你自己，想想你要的是什么，目标何在。

每个星期，你必须要有一天是专门用来休息的。这一天，请你忘记办公室中所有的烦恼、忘记即将要交的电话费，忘记昨天谁谁带给你的不快。这一天什么都不要干，只是好好地休息。

从今天开始，如果你遇见了不太熟悉的人，当他迎面而来，如果你们的目光相遇了，请率真的举起你的手来，试着说声“你好”或者“嗨”。

等公车时，请不要直盯着汽车来的方向，抬起头，看看天上的云：它们在方块形的楼房中间悠然的穿过

改走楼梯

生气时最好先冷静下来，不要有强烈的反应，也不要把怒气发泄在别人身上。

事实上，不只是打电话，平时和别人谈事情，结束之前温柔的提醒对方自己要离开了，也是很重要的举动

睡觉前列出三件明天就要做的事情。
睡觉前试着把明天预定要做的事情列出来。

有空看看科普读物

尝试改变改变自己的发型。
给自己买一件从来不敢穿的衣服。
尝试交一些圈子之外的朋友，认识他们的生活。
做一次一个人的长途旅行。
勇敢尝试的人总能不断找到新的舞台，养成新的好习惯。
不用担心，大胆的改变自己吧！

当有人惹怒你，你可以深深地吸一口气，然后缓缓数数，从一到十。
暂时离开造成坏心情的地方半个小时。
说服自己不要计较，现在的矛盾几天后就根本不值得一提了。
如果和人吵架，学着大度一点，用充满轻松的语气说：好了，你是对的，我们不要吵架了。
洗个热水澡。
回想美好的过去。

痛苦时让你忙碌，忙碌可以让你忘记悲伤。

抽一天的时间出来，陪父母好好相处，庆祝他们给你的生命正走在最美好的年代。

不良的情绪就像毒素一样，它会在我们的身体里累积，到了一定的时候就需要释放一下。这时候，去看一场悲剧不是正好能帮你把这些毒素排除干净吗？

遇到困难的时候，不妨想一想，你所尊敬的人，他会怎么做？当你更清晰地、仔细地分析这些令你尊敬的人时，就会发现他们做事的优点，由此找到解决问题的办法。

here are some good tips on life for your reference to make the fullest of your life .
jiayou

the idea of trying hard - dizi propaganda

2007-03-27T06:12:00.000-07:00

sometimes, even if we try very hard, we still do not get the result that we want or the things that we wish for and sometimes we wanna give up trying .some may ask why do we work hard even if the morning prac. is not efficient enough to improve the skills. THe reason is simple, even if you work hard, you may not get the result you want, but if you don't work hard, you will definitely not get it.

C. the 1st one still gives you a 15% of success bt the latter is 0%.

well, i am sure that not all of us prac at home due to several reasons such as family reasons or etc, hence, the only time when we can make use of is the morning to touch our dizi and prevent them frm getting rusty. blowing for 15mins and practising our ji ben gong helps even in such a short pratise, it can make our foundation stronger and improve our confidence of playing dizi .

thus, if you ask me, i would think that morning prac is definitely important esp that our syf is coming in 1 week's time.

hence, ppl, do make use of your time in the morning to pratise your dizi.

you wanna improve?

there is only 1 easy and difficult way - prac more

prac your chang yin, tu yin, san lian yin, all the ji ben gong

prac 15 mins a day, and you would see great improvements in 1 month's time

so ppl!

work hard!

just work hard!

just work very very hard!

my trip on virgo!!

2007-03-27T02:42:00.000-07:00

THESE PICS ARE TO BE SEEN AT THE END OF THE WHOLE THING! )that is the vast ocean! c how big it is! no limit to the ocean. when u c it, you would feel that you can do anything!

(the sunrise! c that :) 2nd time in this year watching it )

didi again! showing his fat du zi : ) so cute!

(my didi in his swim suit! he was saying "you yong you yong " almost on all days b4 the trip!and here he is )

(this blurry pic is taken by my didi!)

(a fishing boat? on the ocean)

(hey ! c that over there!)

finally, after my triple science exams am i able to post somethings about my holiday on cruise! haha man. it is really good.

esp. the buffet on the cuise, it is fantastic. we get to eat 6 meals per day , and all for free (haha. my lao ma and nai nai got so much food for me to eat )

so this is an account of what happened

day 1:

we reach there on the cruise by around 6pm and went straight for buffet dinner after we got into our cabin and unpacked our stuff.

here is a picture taken at the buffet dinner (my didi, father and me )

it is so funny. we got around 8 plates of food or around there and my mother was like, "e. let's faster throw the plates away in case ppl c us with so much food, very embarrassing. "

aha. and in the end, here are what we are left with,
(soup, cakes, moose, and more soup!)

and then we got up, and took a stroll along the deck. the night view is superb

( a picture of my mother, didi, father and nai nai)and my didi, father and me

(i hav some problems loadingpics and a hard time tomove them around, so will put all pics at the top! )

and after that, we went to watch ladyboys of bangkok and eat supper (again!) and watch a movie, a kung fu majong movie which is very hilarious starring ah wang

slept at 2am

day 2:

woke up at 7am to watch the sunrise .

went to eat breakfast!

swam with my didi ( who can't swim and can only kick the water - . - )

super tired and went to sleep at 9

day 3 :

woke up

and pack up , ready to go

waited 1 hour (not exaggerating ) to check out

today!

2007-03-22T05:16:00.000-07:00

i am happy to day : ) coz wgy says i play my solo part well : )
thxs to the encouragement of all !
aligatou !

today is my didi's birthday! he is 2 years old this year! hahaha. he is dressed in his baby swimsuit so cute!

btw, tomorrow i will be going on a holiday with my family on star cruise on virgo
yeah man, i am looking forward to it.

celebrate didi bdae now~

我又开始了。。。

2007-03-21T09:22:00.000-07:00

ps. 可能是吃了感冒药的缘故，在加上我白天谁了2次，叫我现在如何也睡不着。

晚上，独自一个人醒着，望着窗外的组屋，组屋的灯，听着有时有，有时无的汽车驶过的声音，无名的昆虫的唧唧声，其实晚上比白天更让我觉得舒服，自在。能够当我自己，不用去管别人，别人眼中的我，或我该去做什么。

不用担心这，不用担心那
什么都是这么的轻松，悠然，自在。
晚上的空气都不一样。

我好久都没有像这样子那么清静了。自从有了弟弟之后，奶奶的喊叫声（有时），就像地雷一样，随时引爆，BOOM!，打扰了我的宁静。（叹口气~) hai~ 让我白天做人都那么的累。

(本来写了一段，但觉得太怪了）

可是现在我有事没事就上网看着看那，看博克，看youtube，看电视简介，看了一大团乱七八糟的东西，结果让我失去了这种感觉，朴实？的感觉吗？不知道，真是无法用笔墨所能形容的，hm....摆脱凡尘俗事，心中自在的感觉。

现在的我迷失了自我，不懂是不是药力太强了，让我的头脑现在都发挥不了作用，不能想东西。真是的。。。
我的脑子很不清醒。所以请原谅我的胡言乱语，

坚持

2007-03-21T03:15:00.000-07:00

“古希腊哲学家苏格拉底在给学生上第一节课的时候，要求他的学生在每天上课之前都向上挥一下手。过了一个星期，他发现已经有一半的学生不在挥手了；过了一个月，他发现只剩下三分之一在挥手；过了半年，他再看，发现最后只剩下一个人在挥手，那个人就是柏拉图。柏拉图后来成为伟大的思想家和哲学家。 ”

坚持~坚持~在坚持~

sick

2007-03-21T02:42:00.000-07:00

sick from tuesday to today
have fever up to 38.9 degree celsius
considered quite high

must revise maths viva.
and physics

going on virgo this friday afternoon, coming back on Sunday afternoon

o no . missing saturday's practice. i am so sorry .
er...- . - cannot return the tixs

i must take care of my own health
after the exams next week!

sometimes, i got scared of what the future is going to be like.
well, just say dizi.
coz apparently, i have not developed a very good relationship with some of my batchmates.
esp. now that i am sick, i tend to think more and write here. but
what the heck!
i will encourage myself! go go ! jiayou!

: ) fighting spirit!

ps. i hope i can go skl tmr! pray i got better, dont cough so often and don't have a fever again.
got maths viva, dizi tmr.

holiday

2007-03-17T20:24:00.000-07:00

havn't started on my revision yet.
and i have to bang my head for starting so late
have co from thursday to friday for the whole day and saturday half day.
ate lunch with ching, runting, jia li and lingyan at macs then i went for the tong xun yuan thingy

it is quite fun but too bad i am not familiar with the people there as i missed 2 days with them.
though we didn't win the best group and our group leader cried but we are the best!
tian ying tian ying!
yi ji bang!

must start on my revision liao

don't be

2007-03-16T06:17:00.000-07:00

don't be afraid to show your true colours.
you are perfect!

don't be afraid to face anything you fear to face,
remember, don't be

never show your enemy your weak side

encouragement!

2007-03-15T07:01:00.000-07:00

a very big thanks to all those ppl around me who are so supportive of me! : )
weite - shuaige . tsk* shuai
and my juniors aligatou: )

xie xie ni men !

: )

i love dizi! can or not!

hm...

2007-03-11T08:12:00.000-07:00

just finished my maths pt!
i love our maths pt and must thxs mar and su for putting in such a great job into it.
haha esp. mar who tossed the coin inside the container and coz the plastic container to break practically!

aiyoh.
got into tong xun yuan. inside tian yin.
hm... really surprise to c some ppl whom i noe there.
sheesh. i kinda feel scared. coz i don't noe what to do thr. but nvm.
take it as a way to train myself.

today's practice and inspirations

2007-03-08T06:14:00.000-08:00

今天，我本来非常的生气！
为什么呢？因为笛子，因为今天就只有2个人去大组。
其中，我就因为一个batchmate故意不跟我将她今天pon cca,就是不要让我逼她去cca。
当时，要不是因为我和她认识了4 年，我一定会立刻挂下电话，不理她。可是我不能，因为我知道我这么做一定会得到反效应。
所以，我今天做了一个reflection。其实，我要model the way by leading a good example. 想一想我都没有做到，让我感到很惭愧。
cca 本来是一个令人感到开心的时候，可我却如何也开心不起来。有时，别人看到我闷闷不乐，不用怀疑，是因为笛子。
我不知道要怎么做。。。所以特别郁闷。

所以，我想到了：

１。　先做一个好榜样　－每天去学校吹笛子，早上练１５分钟或以上。
２。　给每一个ｓｙｆ　的同学写封信　－　正规的
３。　给予鼓励。不可以只照顾到一个同学，要顾及全体。

咏竹加油！你一定可以的。神在你身边！

除此之外，我要学习ｏｕｒ　ｄｅａｒ　ｃｌａｓｓｃｈａｉｒｍａｎ！ａｍａｎｄａ：）
today, me and anzie were talking about is there such a girl who is chio, smart, well off, and perfect and she says amanda. yeah. she is good in sports, funny, gentle, cute, put others b4 her and i am really impressed with her mental strength of fighting away fatigue. : )
jia you amanda.jiayou everyone.

－－－－－－－－－－－－－－－－－－－－－－－－－－－－　
今天在大组的时候，老师跟我讲了一个故事。发人深省。
“　有一个男孩子，他没有你这么有音乐感，也没有你这么聪明，可是就是他的这么一小段，他却练了１０００次！结果他做的很好。你比他聪明，其实音乐没有其他的窍门，就是一直练。”

做什么都没有窍门的。就是看你肯为他付出多少。肯为他画出多少时间。

其实，就是这么简单。可以我往往却做不到。为什么？我扪心自问。“其实“我的心回答“你不愿意付出，不愿意享受过程在耕耘收成，往往向跳过这个栏目往前走，其实，你该问你自己，你到底要不要。“

１０００次！要多大的毅力啊！

加油全天下的人们

back from Singapore Conference Hall

2007-03-07T02:13:00.000-08:00

just got back from SCH (refer to title)from CO practice.
well, i can only say that i have been a little little depressed over sb yeah. and made me feel wanna quit. but that is okay, coz i feel much better now.
actually, i even suspect that it is just me thinking too much on useless stuff such as this haha yeah~ so i shouldn't think too much abt it right(right)

went to RJC on monday this week to give out surveys and my senior! FIONA! helped me gave out to ppl in the canteen !!! ^^ thxs loads! i love my senior!! and managed to get 50 sth : ) great!

besides this, i got in into the 2nd round of tong xun yuan in the zaobao thingy.
alamak, interview this saturday! hm.......(thinking) what qns will they ask? what should i wear? hm.... school uni?

okay. decided skl uni. haha. okay! : )

well... let's see what i have to do next from now onwards,
1stly, congrats to Blossom for getting into SSEF and presenting tomorrow : )jia you ! you can do it :)

I must clean my room tidy it up and throw away used papers etc cause it is in a terrible state now!

then i must do 333 times of trial for our maths PT! haha. impressive isn't it.! haha mar needs to do 334 times coz she picked the lucky lots! well, i must express my love to mar again here : ) haha. mar i love you haha. u damn funny can!

yeah. and i must buck up on my tennis. today's match with su and jia is horrible coz i couldn't chase the ball - . -

here is the list of things i need to do:
whitened : ) [inspired by blossom ]

OTHERS
1. clean my room

MUSIC

2. practise piano

3. practise dizi

SKL

4. do experiments for maths pt

5. do ss pt.

6. revise for chemistry

7. revise for biology

8. revise for physics

9. revise for VIVA

10. do maths revison papers, do chem assignments

SPORTS

1. find a tennis course. c the price 1st and participate

my lao ma don't wan me to go taekwondo coz she afraid that i will damage my spine.yeah. sorry to the girl in the news who damage her spine while in taekwondo . do get well soon!

always put up ugly pics of dabao here. while give him a chance to be shuai bit : ) here is dabao. pri. 2 , he is still pri.2

okay. i go clean my room now!

life now

2007-03-01T05:53:00.000-08:00

well, i got better these few days and did quite a lot of self control to control myself.
but just be myself lah and it is the best that i can ever be : )

anyways there have been too many things to do lately and i could grab this few minutes to blog a bit

1st of all, tmr is the last day for ABRSM exam entry. wah.. die die must go tmr after school and went back to school for CO

2ndly, today we had this set of model essays for sa 2 years ago and i saw my senior, xiang sheng nan's one in it. well, she is from daji and she can really play well. you just set your eyes on her and you would know that she is a woman of "li hai-ness" xp if there is such a word.

she got GPA 4.0 in her sec 4 year in 2005. in that same year, the only other person who got that high is sim jing wei, our school's head prefect.

i read about this phrase by a famous cook who is called yan and he often says that "if yan can do it, so can you!"

so "if sheng nan can do it, so can you! if sim jing wei can do it, so can you!"

jia you. all those souls of dreams and aspirations! jia you jia you and jiayou!

wil not be able to go online to blog or msn except hmwk.

so cya in march holiday

zhu

tmr + anything i can think of

2007-02-25T06:10:00.000-08:00

I had piano lesson with my teacher at my house and we had this really long and casual talk about the location of my piano; it should be in the 2nd storey but not in the living room where it is directly facing the kitchen door!
yes. teacher i totally agree with you (*nodding my head like mad ) when we moved house to where i am now, i told my mother, it should be placed in my study room and my ma says, "no lah, no body puts it there. put in the living room is better" so this is what happened. my dear piano is constantly under the threat of oil from the kitchen, my didi's horrible knocking of the keys of it, and what is more, my teacher said that "living room is very noisy and you won't have the xin qing to play seriously and concentrate at all." which i agree to a large extent : )

okay. that is one part of what we are talking about. the 2nd part is about another student which she taught.
my teacher also taught a few ri boys (and i am the only rgs girl: )] and was telling me in every sessions about they are very smart, and very good in piano. so she was telling me that there is this ri boy who is both good in his studies (hm.. apparently some Harvard ppl went to ri to zhao sheng, and he said that he got quite a good score in it)and in piano! and what is more, he is very smart and what is more and most importantly! (haha i am so amazed at this) he practised piano in school and brought his textbooks to school everyday. (but wish him get well soon, coz she says that he got a flu and sore throat : )]and and ... a lot of people did it in RI.

amazing isn't it.

woah. applaude for their hardworking - ness. i am really really really really touched by that.
since he can do it, so can we.
if we can .
it is possible for you to excel in all areas.

do do do

random pic. of li juan jie, my nai nai and me haha. how did i get that pose in the 1st place.

loads of homework

2007-02-23T02:21:00.000-08:00

just came back from CO practice.

we are having such a hard time esp. me coz a lot of ppl are poning tmr's prac.
i noe we really have a lot of homework and i can relate to they all coz i also have a lot T.T

not sure whether i should stop the batchmates and force them to come or not.

besides this, CO prac. is really time consuming. today after SLI 10:15am to 5:00pm and tmr 9am to 12pm and i have Scitare orientation after that till 2pm. and i have Maths PT discussion with Su too.

what's more, i have promised Caishi to go with her to bugis tmr(well, i keep on shuang yue due to several reasons and she quite not happy - . - , so i ask her out this sat.)

so think about it, i spend such a long time in school and not sure of what i am doing ?? haha tian ah~~~~ i can't believe it too.

balance~ ~~~~~~~~~

this are the things i am supposed to do :
tests: 1. maths test next wed 2. geog test 3. hand in s.s proposal 4. hand in maths pt 5. chinese zuo wen test

balance~~~ balance~~~~~ so that i can go for tennis course

have been feeling moody for the past 3 days.

sorry for that.

jiayou~

春晚 2007

2007-02-19T21:30:00.000-08:00

刚刚看完重播的2007 春节联欢晚会，除了觉得这次的春晚又是那么精彩之外，其中发生的小插曲也叫人回味。

那我现在次说一说我觉得好棒的节目吧！

1。舞蹈《小城雨巷》 (表演：南京军区前线歌舞团)

我不懂艺术可是看完了这个节目后，你会感到一阵非常。。。。。。舒服，非常舒畅的感觉。好幽雅。真是极品中的极品。！尤其是在背景的搭配下，走过小巷的那种感觉。。。。用一个字形容，就是“爽！“赞阿！！！！

2。武术《行云流水》 (表演：王亚彬，国家集训队，河南塔沟武术学校)

武术冠军就是武术冠军！把舞蹈和武术结合在一起。
怎么连跳下来时都好像是轻飘飘的。。。像根羽毛一样。
除此之外，看看他们脸上那种认真的表情，多么投入，好像自己在不在春晚已经不重要了。
这种人，帅呆了！

3。相声《咱村里的事》(表演：冯巩、李志强)/ 相声《免费电话》 (表演：李金斗大兵赵卫国)/小品《送礼》 (表演：郭达蔡明句号王晴)/ 小品《将爱情进行到底》 (表演：潘长江金玉婷)/ 小品《策划》 (表演：赵本山宋丹丹牛群)

真的是笑到爆了。。。尤其是赵本山的小品。实话实说，我那么辛辛苦苦留到凌晨3点才睡觉就是为了看他！看完之后，就立刻回房见周公去了。

土得好笑，土得好玩。就是他的土让我对他情有独钟。《〈〈作品有：刘老根１和２〉〉〉　

－－－－－－－－－－－－－－－－－－－－－－－－－－－－－－－－－－－－－－－－－－－　
现在可要讲到春晚的瑕疵了。
那就是主持人在倒数前那段失误。我也是今天看完重播才知道的。

在那么盛大的节目里，在现场直播的状况下，居然发生了那么严重的错误，也就是“抢词，忘词，可没有默契”是这场春晚的败笔。

叹个气～

想要看具体发生什么事，请去：http://blog.sina.com.cn/u/46e815bb010007ut
不仅有详细的分析，分析出到底是谁的错，也有不怎么清晰的视频，就是出错的那段！

不管怎么样！做主持人难啊！主持不好还被人说。真是头痛。

不过不管怎么样，我还是要替他们鼓鼓掌，对他们说一声： “ 你们辛苦了！“
外加一句，天啊，哈哈，泽群老兄，你发福 lou...

哈哈。我也是~ 555~

2nd day of new year

2007-02-19T07:25:00.000-08:00

days just past so quickly.
on saturday, i posted about what happened and now i am going to post about yesterday.

caishi, her mother, da bao, his mother, me, my granny, my mother, my father, my didi, tatik were present = 10 ppl! in my house.

and though caishi always desperately wanted to play pokecards , the adults just don't wan to pei he. and when we finally got down to play, we were too caught up with the hua hao yue yuan on tv that we gave up after 2 rounds!

then we stayed up to watch cctv cny celebration from 11pm onwards! it is absolutely fantastic and i felt at home cause there are so many ppl to stay up with me. haha. at least this time i won't give up half way and go to zzzzzzZZ..

a pic of us watching the tv....

a pic of the programme on tv.. -.-

haha. and this is the lazy pig caishi who slept all the way throughtout on the sofa while the rest of us were watching. tsktsktsk** lazy pig xp

a pic of dabao 's mother and dabao. "yo what's up?why take us. "

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and i just got back from a friend of my parent's house.
really felt quite bored over there, so i went to sunplaza which is very near with tatik and didi and went to watsons (which is the only opened and lookable shop) and bought the panda biscuit for my didi under his very violent protests.

: )

today is monday and the 2nd last day
wow. time really passed. haha. treasure time.

now, contemplating what to do with my new year money ^^

enjoy the last day of the cny!

11:41pm monday

blogspot. what are u doing?

2007-02-17T08:11:00.000-08:00

i just had a awful long post with pics i just took abt what is happening in my house now during cny!
when blogspot. failed on me.

555~~~~

blogspot.

tao yan

new year at my house

2007-02-17T07:23:00.000-08:00

feel that my blog is quite boring.
so since i am free, (free only lah. ) so i took a few pics of what is happening at my house now.
haiyah. got nth to do now
haha. can u believe that i actually wan to do my hmwk today ? now?

yeah yeah ^^

a picture of the "gambling den"at my house. adults only 555~

da bao. apparently he feels bored too. the adults have their cards to play. while him and i have no common stuff to talk about or play.
caishi~ i miss you~~~

me and my father. was visiting them whle they are shuffling the cards

more pics of the cards!

me and my mother

i was asking dabao to do gui lian for me~ and here he did.so i said do a pig!! and here it is (yeah new year is here!!!!) channel 8 just count down!

more pics of him

then iwent upstairs. c that light? c how bored i am. fancy takinga pic with a light. haha

then dabao came up. and he said i throw the purple ball up and i caught it on camera of the ball in mid air. unsuccessful...and here are the takes

take 1!!!!!!!!!!!!!

fail

take 2!!!!!!

failed once again

take 3!!!!!!!!!!

no need to say anthing -.-

take 4!!!!!!!!!!

heiyah!

take 5!!!!!

haha c what happened! he threw it down stairs! waving goodbye to the ball ball!
o man -.- x 100 haha. i had a very good laugh over it. and decided to take the carcass of the ball!

c that fury looking round thingy at the bottom ? it is supposed to be purple . o ball ball.

that is all. took some really ugly pics with dabao of us making faces tgt.
don wan to put up here. xp

anyway. wish all the guys out there.
a happy new year!!!!!

today

2007-02-16T05:59:00.000-08:00

i did pretty badly for mceeing diao - . - mrs shirley tan was telling me that i am a bit soft and should take care of the audience.
guess what, in the end, i saw her talking to a college beside her while we emc -ing hm........ mrs tan. very demoralising
but at least i got better infront of the public though. haha. i was really nervous during the 1st shift coz it is all the upper secs when it comes to the 2nd shift i got so much better. totally not nervous and even added something in at the back without the teachers' consent. hm.. though it was pretty badly received by the teacher in charge, but ... at least i got to be me : )

i <3 shuai ge = weite.
i always call her shuai ge coz whatever her posture is, she will have this cool look on her face and hang this jacket over her shoulders. shuai~

she was asking me that i didn't move too much today during dizi emsemble, then i told her that last time i think i very natural bt overdo it xp so seem so fake. so this time i tried to restrain myself. while she said sth that make me <3 her (aiya. it is respect and love for a friend : ) ] "just be yourself. it is just you!"

thanks : ) shuai ge: )

----------- after cny-------------

after cny we (leican, yile, me, hongchuan, mingyue, wenyu, alicia, dawn, xx sorry i don't noe what is ur name)went to wisma atria to eat at the foodcourt bt in the end i didn't eat anything though i didn't even eat from the morning to the afternoon ! qi guai! usually i have a very big appetite one -.- hm...... so just bought ice green tea.

really must say sorry to can and le. coz this is supposed to be a bj reunion thing but in the end me and hongchuan went to watch a movie.

haha. we start from agreeing to watch epic or protege and in the end everyone is afraid of being stopped by the uncle at the gate demanding for our ic (hehe of course i can np one, coz i 17^^) so we booked the "ghostrider".

while on the way to the cinema, we saw yashan, jianghe, shuaige and wenyu (another wenyu : ) coming out of the cinema, with all of them watching the protege and of course, 3 out of 4 aren't 16 yet.

so we changed the tixs back to the protege and decided to try our luck. and in the end, i passed the tix to the uncle (coz i look older : ) haha should be good rite. and uncle was asking us how old we are. of course we said we are 16 ^^ haha (i got a little dui bu qi to pian the uncle but uncle must forgive us) and then he went on asking on which year we are born in . haha. everyone says 1990 and me 1989 besides hongchuan!!! hc was saying 1991! haha . then we says yeah. but her bdae passed already xp (55.i feel bad to lie to the uncle. aiyoh. sighz.)

the protege is nc 16 and apparently,it is rated that way for a reason. and the reason is pretty clear -.-. some scenes are really disturbing and SCARY. i was covering my ears and chanting "ting bu dao ting bu dao" and stop myself from looking @ the screen. haha and the funny thing is t.t the whole 5 of us sit in one row and during some parts,you can hear the the whole of us gasping"o my gosh" and other viewers are cool during those parts ~~~~~~

c the age gap.

i must still adjust to nc 16 movies coz i always like to watch pg ones like 'finding nemo'. haha.

after watching this movie, wenyu and i have made a decision. and that is we won't watch such a sad movie again on festive days : )

bt really go do watch the protege if u have the time. it is really nice!and very thought provocative.

dream girls

2007-02-16T05:54:00.000-08:00

Musical: Dreamgirls
Song: Patience

-C.C.
I know you have questions
same ones as me
How long has it been?
How long will it be?
When will come the morning
to drive the night away?
Tell me when will come the morning
of a brighter day?

(Chorus)
Patience, Little Sister
Patience, Little Brother
Patience, Patience
Take each other by the hand
Patience, Little Sisters
Patience, Little Brothers
Let us walk together
to the Promised Land

-Jimmy
There's a river to cross
And a mountain to climb
Patience, Patience
It's gonna take some time
-Lorrell
We must walk in Peace
-Jimmy
We got to walk in Peace
-Lorrell
It's the only, only way
-Jimmy
If we want to see that morning
-Jimmy
Of a Brighter Day
-Lorrell
Of a Brighter Day

(Chorus)
Patience, Little Sister
Patience, Little Brother
Patience, Patience
We're gonna find a way
Patience, Little Sisters
Patience, Little Brothers
Until that morning of a Brighter Day
Patience, Patience
'Til that Brighter Day
Patience, Patience
'Til that Brighter Day

DREAMGIRLS

Musical: Dreamgirls
Song: Dreamgirls

DEENA:
Every man has his own special dream, and your dreams' just about to come true.
Life's not as bad as it may seem if you
open your eyes to what's in front of you.

DREAMS: We're your dreamgirls

DEENA:Boys we'll make ya happy...yeah!

DREAMS:We're your dreamgirls

DEENA:Boys, we'll always care

DREAMS:We're your dreamgirls, dreamgirls will never leave you.

DEENA-No,no and all you've got to do is dream, baby...

DREAMS-We'll be there. Dreams!

DEENA-Dreamgirls will help you through the night!

DREAMS-Dreams

DEENA-Dreamgirls will make you feel all right.

LORELL-Dreamgirls keep you dreaming your whole life through.

EFFIE-Yes dreamgirls can make your dreams come true.

(Chrous)

DREAMS-Dreams

DEENA-Dreamgirls will help you to surivive.

DREAMS-Dreams

DEENA-Dreamgirls keep your fantasies alive!

EFFIE-Dreamgirls always love you and they'll be true!

LORELL-Yes, dreamgirls can only belong to you.

DEENA-I'm not the dream that you've had before,
I'm the dream that'll give you more and more.

(Chorus)

aaaaaaaaaabbbbbbbbbaaaaaaaaabbbbbbbbbbbbaaaaaa

2007-02-12T06:38:00.000-08:00

just suit my title, so i use it : ) nice one

msn is a very distracting thing.

next big thing is valentine's day. buying a gift for a mysterious person in my class. hiahiahia.
i havn't bought yet.
what should i buy? ... hm....

i go shop tmr

i hope you dance (i dance)

2007-02-10T21:06:00.000-08:00

Song: I HOPE YOU DANCE LYRICS

I hope you never lose your sense of wonder
You get your fill to eat
But always keep that hunger
May you never take one single breath for granted
God forbid love ever leave you empty handed
I hope you still feel small
When you stand by the ocean
Whenever one door closes, I hope one more opens
Promise me you'll give faith a fighting chance

And when you get the choice to sit it out or dance
I hope you dance
I hope you dance

I hope you never fear those mountains in the distance
Never settle for the path of least resistance
Living might mean taking chances
But they're worth taking
Lovin' might be a mistake
But it's worth making
Don't let some hell bent heart
Leave you bitter
When you come close to selling out
Reconsider
Give the heavens above
More than just a passing glance

And when you get the choice to sit it out or dance
I hope you dance
(Time is a real and constant motion always)
I hope you dance
(Rolling us along)
I hope you dance
(Tell me who)
I hope you dance
(Wants to look back on their youth and wonder)
(Where those years have gone)

I hope you still feel small
When you stand by the ocean
Whenever one door closes, I hope one more opens
Promise me you'll give faith a fighting chance

And when you get the choice to sit it out or dance
Dance
I hope you dance
I hope you dance
(Time is a real and constant motion always)
I hope you dance
(Rolling us along)
I hope you dance
(Tell me who)
(Wants to look back on their youth and wonder)
I hope you dance
(Where those years have gone)

(Tell me who)
I hope you dance
(Wants to look back on their youth and wonder)
(Where those years have gone)

stupid me~~

2007-02-09T06:46:00.000-08:00

T.T

i couldn't believe that i am so blur.
i am really upset over this.

wed. i left my dizi inside the hall as i left in a hurry after cny rehearsal, no choice but ask Mr loh to help me check and take care of it.

thur. just as i thought i have learnt a lesson from it, i left my folder with my friend who left it on some table in some classroom. no choice, ask mr loh again - . -555~ i wanna cry

fri. just as i happily thought that i finally learnt my lesson from all these, i left my mc script with another co friend and forgot to take back from her. - . -

tian ah~~~~

为什么老天爷要这样折磨我啊？！

我已经很惨了~ T.T

song

2007-02-05T02:09:00.000-08:00

listening to the song again and for the last time!

haha. in love with it. the song just touches your heart esp. after you know the story behind the song, the meaning that it wants to bring out to all the people.

JUST BEING ALIVE IS SUCH A WONDERFUL THING!

I won't give up. you shouldn't too. all of us shouldn't give up!
no matter what happened, we must always remember that you are not alone ：　）

won't be online or blogging from tue to friday
back to work

3月9日

2007-02-05T01:57:00.000-08:00

一公升的眼泪 ~ （我实在是太爱这首歌了！）

在流逝的季节中
突然感受到日子的漫长
忙碌的每一天中
我和你一起描绘梦想

随着3月的风承载着梦想
只要春天到了樱花就会持续绽放

撒落而下的阳光
一点一点温暖了早晨
打了一个大大的哈欠
有点害羞的你在我身边
站在一个崭新的世界的入口
回过身来已经不是孤单一个人
闭上双眼你就在我的眼睛里
能够变得多坚强呢
对你而言我也是这么的希望着
虽然也会遇到不顺利的事
重新再来就好了
抬头看看天空就会发现那有多么微不足道

。。。

不管怎样都要把这个歌词给写下来！

虽然也会遇到不顺利的事
重新再来就好了
抬头看看天空就会发现那有多么微不足道

~~~~~~~ 献给全天下遇到不顺的人~~~~ 加油吧！

one litre of tears

2007-02-04T06:00:00.000-08:00

一公升的眼泪~

在去年11月份是在中国看了penny的“窗外”ＭＴＶ．是一部叫做一公升的眼泪的电影的主题曲。
后来，又因为ｍａｒｊｏｒｉｅ的介绍让我去查了一下。

其实，只要活着就已经很棒了！
只要能活泼乱跳，只能正常的生活就已经很好了！

Ｂｅｉｎｇ　ａｌｉｖｅ　ｉｓ　ｓｕｃｈ　ａ　ｗｏｎｄｅｒｆｕｌ　ｔｈｉｎｇ！

当你失意时，当你感到生活好残忍时，好累，好痛苦，好烦人，好想一觉就不要醒来时，想想这个小女孩。。。至少你还有时间去追求你要的，至少你还有机会去实现梦想。时间已经给了你，你要怎样去利用就要看你自己了

Ｂｅｉｎｇ　ａｌｉｖｅ　ｉｓ　ｓｕｃｈ　ａ　ｗｏｎｄｅｒｆｕｌ　ｔｈｉｎｇ！

2007-02-04T00:06:00.001-08:00

It is with passion, courage of conviction and strong sense of self, that we take our next steps into the world.

sorry

2007-02-03T23:09:00.000-08:00

i must really say a big sorry here for my sucky attitude to someone during dizi.
well,
i had given some thought over it for the past day
and looking at the situation, i realised that to some great extent it is my fault.

bt i would really appreciate if you can show me some respect too.

let's hope for the better.

shopping

2007-02-03T01:56:00.000-08:00

did homework till 3am today.doing all my homework (except chem.coz i not sure of how to do it), finished rs (^^yeah), and did the mc script for cny .

while. get stuck while doing the script coz i really don't know what to write.

woke up at 10:30am
eat my breakfast
eat lunch and went out
meet wenyu @ 1:40pm (ops. sorry for the lateness. esp. my didi part) @ northpoint
we actually saw this whole group of people from Let is Shine, etc to promote the new drama, while, too bad that northpoint is too small so we really didnt get to see them : (

shop the whole northpoint practically today. we went up and down and up and down.
bought mascara, mascara remover, cotton wool pad, and 2 pairs of earrings with my new year money

my heart is literally breaking becoz of this sum of money i spent on them. T.T i swear i won't buy any earrings from this year onwards, will not spend money on these kind of stuff again for the year. *i let wenyu to be my witness on this* T.T

okay back to work.

hm...

2007-02-02T05:18:00.000-08:00

really got nth much to blog about.
hm..

maybe congrats to mingyue : ) happy for you .
got any problem can ask me for help or tell me if i can help you : )

: )

...

love is blind
so don't love

xp

really.

...

what else... really got nth to say any further.

target: L****(s*ud***), X*****(*********)

...

don't 小看我 ! o

... just found this to be very funny. bill gates is giving this speech to a uni. and gave 10 good advices to the graduates there. and the last advice is...

" Don't be mean to geeks coz who knows, maybe you will be working under him in the future"

yeah. don't xiao kan anybody.

and treat all with dignity and respect : )

...

haha.
i tu ran fa xian i very lao ren.

and just discovered that aka is yiu sum's sis?! aiyoh. they rarely talk in skl.
???

dou bu dong yao blog shen me : )

now

2007-01-31T22:07:00.000-08:00

now, we are having rs with wenyu and mingyue
(only 3 of us here in library)

okay. wy.
2! coz mingyue isn't hereyet

o. wy just said that she just saw mingyue just now, talking to suyin!
okay. congrats to mingyue

wy, when are you going to find one soon? ouch. pinch me! tong!

haha.
xp

[boya talking to wenyu now, talking about weiqi stuff]
cushion/ haha talking about cushion now.
[finish talking and wy asked me ha? tong meh? haha

later gana caught by prefect. is bloggin allowed in sch? hm... wonder**

okay. we go and look for mingyue.

hmph x(
haha.

random post

life

2007-01-31T06:06:00.000-08:00

sometimes, i just hate ******
why can't you give me encouraging comments and spur me on ?
why must you keep on giving not good remarks about me?

why can't you be a normal ******?

be more wen rou ? gentle ?

hmph. x(

sleeping now

2007-01-28T07:57:00.000-08:00

just did my geo homework and send rs stuff to mr teoh, wenyu and mingyue.

really sorry for my lateness.

real tired. eyes getting smaller and listening to "i love tai mei" ~ not a bad song. quite zan.
126 days also not bad.

life

2007-01-28T05:56:00.000-08:00

weiqi 's wake is sad.
i thought i won't cry anymore.
i am strong k.

but when i went inside the room with the rest of the co members,
i can't control myself.

weiqi's mother shook my hand and gave a light smile...

i saw weiqi's picture of her in her school uniform and tie. she is smiling so sweetly.
and lying so still in the coffin.

*really really can't control myself. others can't too. some cried even more than me... i am supposed to be strong k. but no matter how hard i tried to supress myself from crying, i can't control. i am sorry. even after all the stuff talked to dage on being sad. i can't. [btw - . - lan xin li xue jia~] *

will be going for weiqi's cremation tomorrow.

life is very fragile
you never know whether anyone near you or even you yourself will just vanish into the day unexpectedly
so everyone
TREASURE LIFE
treasure the time that you have got
when i am complaining about my homework and the stress in life
i won't forget weiqi, who have gone to the Lord.

Thank god that we still have the time to do what we can.

Everyone really.

Do things that you want to do now! i mean now.
Please don't let it be a regret of your life.

If you want to do something but just afraid to do so,
just DO IT!

weiqi.
our dear little sunshine.

we will always remember you.

what am i feeling now?

2007-01-27T07:09:00.000-08:00

i really don't know what i am feeling

just what am i thinking now?

i don't noe

a mixed feeling.

so hard to decipher

my heart feels heavy

...................................

make me feel worse

okay. picture this in the mind.

beating dage up! bash bash bash!
okay punch ur back! punch ur arm!

punch u up!

and leave you in hospital

*angry*

dedicated to weiqi, our beloved junior

2007-01-27T04:22:00.000-08:00

what are you doing in the morning for today, the sunny saturday 27/1/07?

Listening to music, watching tv or lacking around?

I slept till 8 am and ate my breakfast.

weiqi passed away this morning.

had i have known that our junior weiqi have passed away, i wouldn't enjoy the morning that much.

went out with wenyu to go shopping with her and went to do homework with caishi this afternoon at Woodlands library when i heard from si yun what had happened.

"eh. yongzhu. call me when you see this. it is URGENT"

i called in the library.

...........................

"weiqi passed away this morning"

............................

i was trying to suppress my shockness in the library.

i am really sorry. weiqi. i am really really sorry.

i was in a total blankness during the whole call.

and said yes. um. okay.

when i hung up the phone.

i cried.

weiqi dear weiqi. how could you and how could god have taken you away so suddenly when we don't even get to see you for the last time.

on friday during CO, our conductor was asking us where is weiqi and joss said that she lacks red blood cells and is still recuperating.

and today, the next day, the saturday, she passed away.

weiqi. weiqi.

the first time i saw this girl, who looks like only a primary 3 with cute baby face and our dear mc for our 2006 CO concert, i just like her. She is just so cute.

i said hello to her on bus and at the bus stop while waiting for 105 together.

i can still picture her in my mind. i really really can.

the last time i saw her is last year. she and her father were eating in our school canteen. loving father and daughter.

weiqi weiqi.

i am truly sorry. i really am. wish can do more for you.

you are so young. only a sec 2. but now you are gone...

........

on the way back home, i took the train, chose to stand near the door and looked out of the glass door. the street lightings, and buildings. they are still there but you have gone away.

and i really felt how fragile a human can be. one day you may just disappear, into the night, into another world.

i looked at the teenagers dressed in fashionable clothes, and wondered, when they are so happy. do they know that a child have passed away?

You are our sunshine

Our only sunshine

You make us happy

When skies are grey

You'll never know, dear,

How much we love you

Weiqi.

We love you.

The cute cute suona junior.

we truly do .......................

yongzhu, 27/1/07, satuday, 8:47pm

next week

2007-01-21T05:42:00.000-08:00

i am not going online frm monday to friday.

Hillary Clinton is seating for 2008 election~

well, if she gets in, she will be the first woman president of the united state

wish her luck.

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Now i feel much better about my hair le.

my piano teacher says that it looks like 五四运动 kind , those 学生

my cousin now calls me 刘胡兰~~~

都好老啊！

but nvm lah. i am used to it liao

*sobs* haha xp