today

i did pretty badly for mceeing diao - . - mrs shirley tan was telling me that i am a bit soft and should take care of the audience.
guess what, in the end, i saw her talking to a college beside her while we emc -ing hm........ mrs tan. very demoralising
but at least i got better infront of the public though. haha. i was really nervous during the 1st shift coz it is all the upper secs when it comes to the 2nd shift i got so much better. totally not nervous and even added something in at the back without the teachers' consent. hm.. though it was pretty badly received by the teacher in charge, but ... at least i got to be me : )

i <3 shuai ge = weite.
i always call her shuai ge coz whatever her posture is, she will have this cool look on her face and hang this jacket over her shoulders. shuai~

she was asking me that i didn't move too much today during dizi emsemble, then i told her that last time i think i very natural bt overdo it xp so seem so fake. so this time i tried to restrain myself. while she said sth that make me <3 her (aiya. it is respect and love for a friend : ) ] "just be yourself. it is just you!"

thanks : ) shuai ge: )

----------- after cny-------------


after cny we (leican, yile, me, hongchuan, mingyue, wenyu, alicia, dawn, xx sorry i don't noe what is ur name)went to wisma atria to eat at the foodcourt bt in the end i didn't eat anything though i didn't even eat from the morning to the afternoon ! qi guai! usually i have a very big appetite one -.- hm...... so just bought ice green tea.

really must say sorry to can and le. coz this is supposed to be a bj reunion thing but in the end me and hongchuan went to watch a movie.

haha. we start from agreeing to watch epic or protege and in the end everyone is afraid of being stopped by the uncle at the gate demanding for our ic (hehe of course i can np one, coz i 17^^) so we booked the "ghostrider".

while on the way to the cinema, we saw yashan, jianghe, shuaige and wenyu (another wenyu : ) coming out of the cinema, with all of them watching the protege and of course, 3 out of 4 aren't 16 yet.

so we changed the tixs back to the protege and decided to try our luck. and in the end, i passed the tix to the uncle (coz i look older : ) haha should be good rite. and uncle was asking us how old we are. of course we said we are 16 ^^ haha (i got a little dui bu qi to pian the uncle but uncle must forgive us) and then he went on asking on which year we are born in . haha. everyone says 1990 and me 1989 besides hongchuan!!! hc was saying 1991! haha . then we says yeah. but her bdae passed already xp (55.i feel bad to lie to the uncle. aiyoh. sighz.)

the protege is nc 16 and apparently,it is rated that way for a reason. and the reason is pretty clear -.-. some scenes are really disturbing and SCARY. i was covering my ears and chanting "ting bu dao ting bu dao" and stop myself from looking @ the screen. haha and the funny thing is t.t the whole 5 of us sit in one row and during some parts,you can hear the the whole of us gasping"o my gosh" and other viewers are cool during those parts ~~~~~~

c the age gap.

i must still adjust to nc 16 movies coz i always like to watch pg ones like 'finding nemo'. haha.

after watching this movie, wenyu and i have made a decision. and that is we won't watch such a sad movie again on festive days : )

bt really go do watch the protege if u have the time. it is really nice!and very thought provocative.