late night post.
why am i still up posting about stuff?
well i don't noe just feel that i need to x)

life is sth that is so challenging
u need to brace yourself sometimes, love yourself as always and venture for new routes just like before.

er... - . - a lot of stuff to do.
u c the problem is .
i got a lot of characters in me (sheesh. like i got jing shen bing . bt i swear i don't )
and it is hard to juggle and decide which one to take up
i couldn't possibly just stay with all for the whole life
haha too scary.

bt sometimes, maybe i shouldn't even be thinking about it.
character is not sth you can decide for yourself. rite.
not like "i wan to be a lively person" and phoof!
the next day you become ultra lively. but soon grew tired.

character is shaped by your experiences and what you do with those experiences.
for me, i think i am still on the verge of immatureness(?)

i should venture for more things and do more.

[father urging me to sleep.
i gtg and prepare to sleep le!]